Hidden Truths II

“It appears a still point has been activated for the whole world.”

In massage school our advanced training included craniosacral therapy. We learned to enhance our sense of feeling to hone in on the cranial rhythm in the skull. A rhythm that can determine the flow of the waters of life in the body overall. The pattern of flow can be elliptical, sluggish and sometimes sporadic indicating other areas of the body that can be best served with body work.

An adjustment can be made in the cranial rhythm by inducing a ‘still point’ that stops the flow briefly. When released the flow resumes. This may need to be done several times to ensure the flow in the cranial rhythm resumes its course in a rhythmic circular fashion.

“It appears a still point has been activated for the whole world.”

RM Weldon 03/20/2020
Thinking Moon – by Gert Altman, CCO-Pixaby

Our lives, the lives of other species and even our planet as a whole is under siege. Our lives have been put on hold and placed in jeopardy. We have all been given time to think and contemplate our personal circumstances as we try to understand how this all came to be. We may be alone, yet we are not alone. We are all being impacted and we are all in this together.

That which as been hidden from us has been slowly rising to the surface since the 2016 election and more so since the start of this year on a global level. The inner rage and anger of old wounds people have held onto spills out and wreaks havoc upon the world. Such is the nature of abuse and the abuse of power.

The abuse of power is global. There are specific people in positions of power all over the world that have an insidious goal of global domination over everything and everyone. There are large factions of people, who have chosen to disrupt the lives of others and, specifically to undermine life as we know it. A collective hive of individuals in government, organizations and industries who want to create a New World Order.

When we look back on the recent history of our own country we can see a pattern of events that is quite descriptive. An agenda to undermine the last sovereign free nation of people in the United States. We are the last hold out on the world stage that allows us the freedom to speak, the freedom of religion, the freedom to be who we are – although those rights have surreptitiously been sidelined by Congressional legislation many people are unaware of.

The 2016 election yielded a new leader for our country. A leader who wasn’t the scripted puppet this faction could pay off or coerce into the New World Order agenda. The fact is more than obvious that our President has been under siege since the inception of his election by the people and for the people that overwhelmingly voted him into office.

His opponent and others in opposition were pissed that they lost the election and they have all been throwing a temper tantrum since. What some people don’t know is that the opposition to his Presidency are a part of this large cabal who have used their influence to wreak havoc on our world.

This faction has a huge pocketbook that many have accumulated over the years at the expense of the American taxpayers, and a socialist financial backer who is pushing this global agenda. In the process they have reeled in and corralled quite a few mindless puppets on their string that are clueless and who continue to do their bidding.

They have consistently made their malcontent known in the media and they have even lied to cover up their own role in this global travesty unjustly. To this day, their presumptions and assumptions plant the seeds of lies in the minds of the masses through the media. They continue to perpetuate their assumptions and falsely accuse him of things that are simply not true.

Those who have gained a seat at the table of Congress have repeatedly ignored their job as legislators just to persecute him, and they ignore their duty of office to the people of this country to continue pushing their agenda like rabid dogs. They have even tried to undermine the powers granted to the office of the President through an impeachment process, and when that didn’t work they tried to coerce others to subvert the Constitution of the United States as a whole…just to get a legal Constitutional foothold to take this country down.

All of these things and more predicated the release of a virus to kill off what they hoped would be the older and much wiser component of our society and his base of constituents before the upcoming election. They have even insinuated a potential plan, that has been made publicly known on social media, to assassinate him – just like John F Kennedy. What they didn’t know is that their intentions and Their purpose has been uncovered.

“The event we are all faced with today occurred because there were people who chose to play with bacteria, genetics and chemical compounds to create a biological weapon that can kill.”

RM Weldon

I have been doing a great deal of research now that a Google algorithm has been unlocked that was blocking access to information in search engines. I learned that the Pirbright Institute, funded by none other than Bill Gates, owns a patent on the COVID-19 virus and that the CDC owns the strain that is isolated from the general public.

There is also a connection of this infectious viral strain and with 5G technology that can exacerbate its effects. Those who live around the latest and greatest 5G hubs are likely to be more affected if the virus hits their area. I have seen maps that show the truth of this just by the numbers that tend to leap off the page.

These same people work behind the scenes and unjustly, without our knowledge, poison the food that we eat and the soil in which it grows with their experiments in genetically altered organisms. Experiments that have never been fully assessed before they launched it into the fields of corn, soy, oats and wheat. Instead, it has been fast-tracked through the FDA over the years and the food grown in this poisoned environment has been sold to the public for over 20 years. For more information here is but one link for you contemplate. You can find it here:

https://www.greenmedinfo.com/guide/health-guide-gmo-research

A great many mindless assumptions have been made so that some humans could be allowed to play with and experiment with genetic material. Crisper crop developers had an idea and honed in on a ‘gene editing project’ – a project that was based on a guess. They checked the genome of a certain crop but did not take into consideration that editing the genome can have lethal consequences. Editing one gene can affect all of the others, since they work together in a sequential manner – like a conducting a symphony of effects. Hijacking the gene can create all sorts of changes in the physical body.

“We DO NOT have a regulatory system that is capable of evaluating the impact of FOODS (or products) that use double stranded RNA. There is no long term study that has ever been done.”

Jonathan Lundgren (UNcaSC)

⦁ There has neither been any short-term or long-term impact studies on the effects of genetically modified food it on organisms, crops, animals or human beings, that might eat that food or apply and genetically modified product. It was NOT something that was taken into consideration at all.

⦁ We have also learned that the EPA does not have an evaluative process to fully protect our environment or us humans if these people use or allow double stranded RNA in pesticides or in our food. Despite of this serious concern, and the potential that it could reprogram human gene expression the US Government allowed apples and potatoes on the market to use double stranded RNA technology.

Meaning that if we eat the apple or the potato it could reprogram our genes. The reason why they allow it, is because if you slice that apple it won’t turn ‘brown.’ You slice that potato it won’t turn brown! Its for the ‘sliced market’ of apples and potatos. It can be 18 days old and shriveled and still not be brown. (Arctic apple or Nate potato) They risked genetic damage to human beings, plants, animals and our whole ecosystem for the sake of asthetics.

Today information is being gathered, assessed and correlated in regards to the massive extinction rate of plants, animals and marine life along with the unprecedented rise of disorders and diseases in humans. What is coming out is eye opening indeed. What is interesting is that these chemical companies also have a huge role in the pharmaceutical industry. Disease means business for them and the medical community.

When GMO’s were revealed to the population of the UK it led to the removal of GMO’s in their food and their environment. The companies that were selling them a snow job were suppressed and ejected from Europe – BUT they continued to sell it in the United States, and they subverted the science to keep it hush-hush. In essence, we have been their guinea pigs for a long time.

Seeds of Deception, by Jeffrey M. Smith came out in Feb 16th of 1999. It is one of the first books to come out on the subject and worth the read. Free download of the book in PDF format is available online. It is the second book on the list.

I could go on, to include the pedophilia and child trafficking that is included in all of this, by people you would not dream would be caught up in it, but that truth will and is coming out on it’s own. It’s disgusting and turns my stomach to think that we are paying them to play us in more ways than one.

All I can say is that there is so much more going on behind the scenes than most people even know or care to know. The still point that has been forced on us all is a wake up call. Unlike any other nation in the world, WE OWN OUR COUNTRY. We have a stake in the future both here at home and toward the needs of our brothers and sisters around the world.

The New World Order is not for politicians or globalists to decide. It will come by the people and for the people, by people coming together to CREATE IT. We have already started doing that by raising awareness of the state of our environment, by growing our own food, educating those in our own communities and networking with those we can co-partner with.

We already have people that go to other countries to help them become self-sustaining, to bring them solar power and wind energy. It is not going to happen by ganging up on people or hurting people who don’t believe or think the way we do, nor by fixing voting machines, lying, cheating, screaming, throwing a temper tantrum or by being vindictive. It can only be done with a true heart and a goal to make it happen.

We will get through this. Stand fast in your faith and lift your heard in prayer for each other, for those who are in need of healing, and to the forces of Light to stand fast in overcoming the insidious dark forces behind all of this.

May your day be blessed.

HIDDEN TRUTHS

Tears of the Mother

I remember the day when John F. Kennedy was shot in November of 1963. I was only 6 years old at the time and even though I did not comprehend the impact of the event, my soul KNEW a much deeper truth. Something had seriously gone wrong in that given moment. I couldn’t stop crying and was punished for it.

The impact of abuse is more insidious than people realize. Abuse in any form, generated by just one parent to just one child, creates a ripple effect that can reseed itself in the generations that follow.

Verbal abuse to any one human being in a given day can create a ripple effect that can affect thousands in the same day. When we are hurt by the words or actions from a single person it creates a wound. A wound that affects their words or their actions and they unwittingly perpetuate the abuse verbally or through an action toward another. Which affects another person and another…

Sadly there some who have been abused that become abusers themselves. Others, over time have become self-abusive.

I know this because I have seen both ends of the spectrum perpetuated it in my own family, and yes to a lesser degree within me; despite the vow I made to myself not to be like them. I will admit as a young mother with my own children I was verbally abusive in moments of unawareness. When it dawned on me what was taking place it shocked me and it was a wake up call.

Over the years I have watched the expansion of abuse in our world. What is taking place on the world stage today is the result. There are people in positions of power who have abused us all. They seek seats of power to control the minds and lives of the masses, and they are found in areas many of us would not likely think to look – but, Chaos breeds Change.

There is a battle between the forces of darkness and the forces of Light. Personally, I believe the power of love and light is much more powerful and that the truth does indeed set us free both inside and out. I believe that higher power of light that is available to us all will be the victor – but we must individually choose to live in the Light it, think in the Light, breathe each breath in the Light, walk in the Light it and speak with the Light of the heart and mind. I also believe that together we can create our world to be a much better version of what we see to day.

I normally do not get on political issues, but I am sharing this video with a clear heart and mind because I know the abuse of power has grown to become a global entity in our world. I also know there is a storm coming. A storm of epic proportions that will enact some of the changes we all hope to see. This will explain it all. I Hope you will take the time to view it.

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The Storm is coming – be not dismayed.

Be steadfast in your Faith and Be the peace you wish to see in your world.

Let it begin with yourself and pass it on in your words and deeds.

May your day be blessed.

Chaos

“As above, so below; as below so above.” – The Hebrew Kabbalah

Chaos is the harbinger of change. Chaos precedes change as it is a part of the transformation process. A process that is necessary to bring balance in all things, both outwardly and inwardly.

The Universal Laws, according to the Hebrew Kabbalah, lists seven specific principals of creation that our human minds must comprehend. The Law of Correspondence, is what is shown above.

So what does the statement, “As above so below; as below so above,” mean?

For human beings it relates to our thinking and how it affects the human body, and in this case, the whole body of humanity. The chaos reflected in our world today is the result of the negative mindset of individuals who have aligned and designed a faction of mindless people seeking power of their own to attain a common goal.

A faction of people who willingly chose to jump on the bandwagon of power mongers seeking retribution to serve but one purpose – to get their own way. It’s like a spoiled child stomping their feet and throwing a temper tantrum because they didn’t get the toy they wanted in the last election. A temper tantrum that has become a viral infection the minds and body of man.

It’s worse than the COVID-19. It’s insidious nature doesn’t care who it hurts as long as their agenda gets them to the seat of power they covet the most. To undo the foundation of a nation.

In this case, their candidate didn’t win. That person was disappointed and most likely threw a temper tantrum. That disappointment turned to rage – and rage lends some people to do some pretty dumb and destructive stuff. Things that not only hurts others, but themselves in the process.

Their rage fueled others who were also disappointed and caught fire in those who presumed their friends knew what they were talking about and created a faction of people driven with rage.

That rage has consumed them to the point of bringing harm, to the point of creating divisiveness and discord to all who do not agree with what ‘they’ think should be. They have created chaos now as others poured in to support a dark mindset. A negative mindset willing to do whatever they can to sedate their hate and anger.

Obtuse abuse is the tool being used to instill fear, to perpetuate lies, to change the rules, to cheat & beat the script and scheme behind the scene of memes to perpetuate someone else’s agenda. Mindless little puppets strung out on a string pulls the devils cart of chaos into the mainstream.

Abuse has grown to become a living global entity in our world feeding Satan’s power. There is a Storm coming and with it a purification is underway in our world. A purification that is well overdue.

Let us all pray to the Almighty God and His Goddess for reprieve. I Believe in the power of Love to heal ourselves, each other and our world. The truth will indeed set us free from tyranny. Justice is blind to the emotions of blind rage. Only unfettered truth without personal compunction will sway this storm and bring peace.

“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding.”

Proverbs 3:5

Be the peace you seek. Be the light in the darkness. Be steadfast in your Faith and Be the change you wish to see in our world. That is how change will come. We have the power to create darkness or light, negative or positive.

The power of darkness always dies in the light of Truth.

You Matter!!!

We are all born into this world innocent and mindless.

We are all born into this world innocent and mindless. We are dependant on our caretakers to teach us what we need to know. What we are taught by our caretakers, our teachers and the social structure of our culture takes shape on a blank canvas that becomes our personality as we grow.

We are taught as children what is acceptable behavior and what is not. We are taught to conform to become socially acceptable in the eyes of our parents, our peers and in public. The foundational teachings we learn in early childhood seems to establish a deep-seated belief that conditions us to seek love, approval, and acceptance from other people in order to feel good enough about ourself, to feel worthy of attention and to feel of value in our world.

I can tell you that when a child is abused, locked in a closet, beaten nearly to death, shunned, ignored, disrespected, defiled, violated, blown off or unacknowledged repetitively they begin to feel as if they don’t matter.  Some of us feel invisible, unworthy, unloveable, unwanted or not good enough.

Some feel as if no one sees them, others don’t wish to be seen.  They feel as if they don’t fit, no one understands them and that no one really hears them. Some stay in the background, blend into the walls and watch in silence. Others believe that no one cares if they live or die, no wants them around and no one cares about what they think or what they are feeling anyway.

Repetitive events of abuse tend to ignite a mental thinking pattern of their parents’ voices evoking a cycle of self-judgment, self-criticism, shame and unwarranted guilt that takes them down a very dark road and drops them off into a pit of depression, apathy, anxiety, and self-destruction.

Some adapt and manage to become functional. You see them on the streets. You see them at the checkout counter in your local store, you even speak with them in your office…but you wouldn’t notice them as an abuse survivor if you didn’t know their story. Some become abusive to others and to themselves.

As they grow into adults, they begin to wonder why they do the things they do and why they think the way they do. No one has ever told them that it doesn’t have to stay that way. No one ever taught them how to heal their old wounds. So let me share this to those who still wonder and wander aimlessly for answers…

STOP! Stop the mindless repetitive parent tape rolling around in your head!

Push the eject button, pull out the damn tape and burn that sucker…

Now repeat this to yourself…every time it tries to replay in an echo anyway.

YOU MATTER!

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YOU MATTER MORE THAN YOU KNOW…

What you Think Matters.

What you Feel Matters.

Your Voice Matters.

Your Life, Your Dreams and Goals Matter!.

You would not have been born in this world

…if you were not meant to be here.

You don’t need to strive to BE someone

…because you ARE someone!

You are here for a reason.

Your existence has a purpose.

You are here to learn, to evolve and to be the best that you can be.

You just need to Dream it into existence.

Sacred Ground – Sacred Space

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The human body is a Temple of Love that houses the Spirit of one’s Soul. It is created by the Sacred union of the masculine and feminine forces of our Universe.

God, the Divine Breath and Spirit of Love planted the seed of Life in His Goddess, our Mother Earth, who was created and fashioned by the hand of God – to bring forth Life. All species reproduces and perpetuates Life in a similar fashion.

The human physical body is a microcosmic mirror of the Divine forces of our Universe. We hold inside of us the power of the Divine to bring forth Life and we have the ability to create what we want to see in our world.

We all carry within our body the Elemental forces of nature inside of us.

The Air that we breathe – is Holy.

The Planet that we walk on and all that is upon it – is Holy.

The Water that provides nourishment all Living things – is Holy.

The Fire and Light of Life itself that burns inside of us – is Holy.

Life itself – is Holy and the glue that holds it all together is Love.

We live on Sacred Ground within this Sacred Space of time in our human lifespan, yet we treat our world as a commodity, a passing thought and simply take it for granted that it will be there when we wake up every morning. We do not reflect on it as being a Holy Living entity.

Abuse and the abuse of power has become a global entity. We have appointed leaders in our governments that have allowed politicians and corporations to poison our air, our water, our soil and pillage the natural resources that sustains all of Life with impunity. We don’t have the power to vote for the Bills they put into play with their bed partners and therefore our right to Life and Liberty has been slowly stripped from us.

Within us, we treat our bodies in the same manner. We buy food instead of growing our own, and what our politician and corporations feed us are genetically modified by industrialists and poisoned by pesticides that constantly harms our inner environment all in the name of money and power over the masses.

We have given away our power to politicians in bed with corporations and have allowed them free reign over our sovereign right to Life. They have bastardized and rewritten the original human rights instituted by the Magna Carta which was the precursor to the Bill of Rights in the Constitution of the United States, establishing the minimal rights afforded to all living things under the natural laws of Life itself.

Abuse has an insidious way of changing people. Trust is broken. We are taught to conform to what is socially acceptable. We are used and abused by those who lord themselves over us as our true power to love is stripped away – piece by piece. Is it any wonder why people are angry?

Reclaiming ones’ individual personal power is a pivotal point that is much needed. People are beginning to wake up and realize that what our world needs now is something drastically new. The old paradigms are dying. It is making way for the rebirth of humanity and our world. That rebirth begins with each human being doing their part to reclaim this Sacred Ground in this Sacred Space.

Change and transformation begins within each person. It starts by healing our own internal wounds so we can see and perceive things more clearly to speak and act with kindness and generosity toward all Life…including each other.

Dancing the Sacred Spiral

Dancing the Sacred Spiral is what we all do whether we are aware of it or not.

 

Dancing the Sacred Spiral
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Dancing this Sacred Spiral is what we all do whether we are aware of it or not. We experience something that reminds us of an unhealed wound. That wound is reopened and we are flooded with memories, thought patterns and emotions we ‘thought’ we were done with, only now we are forced to look at the experience or experiences again.

Know Thyself, Heal Thyself were the words that were written over the Temples in Delphi, Greece centuries ago. Words that I took to heart because I knew the exorbitant costs of professional counseling were way out of reach for me; and, even if I did have counsel I knew I would still have to do the work myself anyway.

“Children learn what they Live” I know this – we all do.

Some of us are quite aware of what we have learned from childhood on up. Some do not. Our personalities and character grow on the spiral upward from childhood based on our experiences and encounters with life and other human beings.

As an abuse survivor, I have had to dig deep to uproot the hidden lessons from the first 38 years of my life. You would think I would have learned and healed all of the issues associated with the things I endured in those years, but here it is 23 years later and I find that I have not.

My healing journey is an ongoing process that takes me back to dig through some very deep-seated issues, sadness and emotions I thought I was done with. Mentally and emotionally it sucks but, don’t get me wrong, I am truly grateful when I unearth the hidden issues that need to be reviewed because I know that there is more that needs to be reconciled, forgiven and released.

Hurtful experiences from the past tend to be on a subconscious trigger that flips the switch to automatic ‘recall’. We have no choice but to ‘remember’ it when the memory or memories resurface into consciousness. When it happens then it becomes my job to review and redefine the experience and the emotions that go along with it. Only then can I refile that old memory with a more positive mindset, viewpoint, and emoticon to go with it.

This repetitive process of review has given me an updated perspective and a new way of looking at things. It has adjusted the perception of myself, other people and our world. May it be so with you.

Spirit blessings

(Note: “Children learn what they Live” is a limited self-published, self-distributed channeled booklet of poems written by the author during her healing journey in 2007.)

 

The Dormant Seed

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My mind has been wandering and wondering. I am looking back to what was and to what could be. My fingers are typing what my mind is thinking at this moment. Call it madness, call it melancholy, call it what you will.

There was an issue that came up while preparing for the middle portion of my memoir. I felt truly blessed when a writing colleague and friend was gracious enough to assist me with a little research.  The article that was found hit me like a baseball bat. The impact stunned me and I wasn’t prepared for the emotional tsunami that took the breath right out of me when I wasn’t looking.

I felt like I had been clotheslined by a five hundred pound linebacker that took me out of the game for a while.  I withdrew like a turtle and went on lockdown. I stopped writing. I avoided it like the plague. I needed time to unwind a forest of tangled vines in my mind.

Then it dawned on me that I never dealt with it – quite frankly it blew me away. When I looked back at how things unfolded after this drawn-out event was over I saw where I simply brushed it aside, stuffed it down, pushed past it and moved on to try and put my life back together with some semblance of order and purpose.

The mental, emotional and the physical repercussions from that series of events has come full circle. I have been dealing with some very old wounds. Wounds that I never truly looked at or ever dealt with.

The impact of that series of events affected the flow of my Life both inwardly and outwardly.  That unrequitable nightmare became embedded in my physical body,(As a massage therapist I know muscles hold memories)and was imprinted in the energy matrix or light of my soul.

The seeds sown during those 13 months had laid dormant inside me quietly taking root in the dark and have now come into season to be reviewed. Unresolved issues have a way of popping up when we least expect them to and when they unwittingly crop up it has a way of throwing us off course. My internal navigation system went haywire and I spiraled down into the depths of despair.

Negative thoughts can truly pollute the physical body on so many levels. When the issues associated with this long-term event rose up it exploded into my conscious and the ride thereafter turned me inside out unexpectedly. The emotions that were stuffed into the suitcase of dormancy were also retrieved from the lost and found area of the baggage claim department. It was extreme. My physical body reacted.

Recurring thought patterns came up for review. I had a choice to renew and refile the thought as it was, or review more it more deeply. When I dug deeper it was difficult to unmask hidden truths. Once ‘I got it’ then I had the option to refine, redefined and refile those thoughts in a totally different archive.

The difficulty I experience is when my conscious mind becomes flooded by the emotional tsunami that overwhelms whatever sense or sensibilities I have. My ability to reason begins to wane, and at times simply disappears. The term ‘brain fog’ doesn’t even come close to describe it.

My ability to think literally escapes me and unfortunately, a part of me goes with it! I walk around mindlessly as if a part of me has left to find answers and bring back some clarity. Its been a struggle to make sense of it all. The mental hula hoops I have to jump through becomes a regular 5-ring circus.

The emotional impact has been daunting – but fruitful. The physical repercussions will be coming to light in a couple of weeks. Listing the lessons learned and finding the words to portray the events is now the challenge.

Do not let unresolved issues continue to take you down that dark corridor. Pull them out, face them, learn from them and heal them in your mind. When you do that, you heal yourself.

May your day be blessed.