Our world is full of people who can be abusive or have been abused that are in need of healing. There are many suffering in our own communities. I have been stagnated working from home since my last business shriveled up. My soul prompts me to leave my golden cage.
When I Ask My Self the question… How may I serve? This is what comes to mind…
I would like, of course to finish my book, get it published and share my story; but I also have a dream brewing in my heart as I become more community minded. A dream that could blossom locally, but I cannot do it alone.
A dream that requires a network of those who are of like mind. So here is what I am thinking. If I use the God given knowledge, skills and talent within me – this is what I see.
I see a gathering of Wise Women who would like to:
: Heal from the effects of abuse and trauma by sharing what I have learned combined with meditation gatherings to heal. I already have a degree in Therapeutic Massage and Bodywork and I have been trained in what can be expected when a client experiences a psychosomatic release on my massage table. This would help lessen the effects of stress on their physical body. This would be my gift to each person who attended the gatherings.
: I believe I would network and either link them to, and/or get personally trained and certified, in Irene Lyon’s Smart Mind, Smart Body program that incorporates Feldenkrais methods of movement for neurological reprogramming of the nervous systems fight, flight, freeze responses to maintain balance.
: I would even consider adding and incorporate Tai Chi classes if I could find an instructor willing to come out to this region.
: I would also look into networking with a Functional Medicine practitioner that would not charge an arm, leg and first born child.
: Because everyone is gifted in their own way, as a group we could educate each other with what we already have under our belt. Such as helping them to understand the effects of GMO’s (Genetically modified organisms in our food supply) and how they trigger health disorders to keep it out of our food supplies and seeds.
: I have considered creating a private gifting circle. Perhaps to fund our group or get donations from those who would like to see it happen.
: I would like to create and see a self-sustainability program that includes educating each other with what we know and create an Organic Herb & Vegetable Garden, and maybe even some fruit so we could rotate seasonal crops to ensure everyone had what they needed. It would promote health and regeneration of our body, both individually and collectively.
: At the Harvesting of Collective Herbs grown we could come together to learn how to make healing salves and ointments.
: We could also Create a Wild Crafting circle or more.
: All to help each other and those in our own community as the abundance thrives and we are able to give.
Who knows where it can go.
Would you invest in something like this in your community?
I heard a saying that stuck in my head one day. A day that prompted a great deal of changes in my life’s journey. That saying is this:
We begin life as a seed pollinated by another. Our growth depends on the type of soil we have been planted into and what nourishment we did or did not receive.
The lack of nourishment can stunt the growth and development of the evolving organism, whether it is a plant, animal or human being.
Human children who have experienced a series of adverse childhood events arrests the development of the child’s personality and development in a variety of ways.
A child who feels unsafe in their home environment are constantly walking on the broken glass of their fragmented innocence that has violated their trust in their caretakers and in themselves and are in a constant state of stress. The ‘roots’ that give them a sense of stability have been deeply compromised.
As a result their physical bodies internal mechanisms evoke a neurological and chemical response feeling constantly threatened or imminent danger every day. Children who undergo this daily, over a long period of time, leads to the bodies inability to regulate itself.
Trauma is stored in both the body and the mind. The perpetual overload of stress released in the body virtually changes their developing brain – and establishes a foundation for dysfunctions in their body. This keeps them in a constant state of hypervigilance under stress and duress because the ‘threat’ to their well-being is still imminent.
The fight, flight, freeze response to stress has been deeply studied. These evoke various responses that become an internal coping mechanism on both the body and mind for all humans.
In a child who undergoes repetitive abuses it becomes hard-wired into the autonomic nervous system that keeps them trapped in a constant state of stress and builds an unwitting repetitive automatic response when triggered. When left untreated the hardwired autonomic responses continue as they grow and become adults.
Learning this has been an eye-opener. As I child I always asked the unanswerable question a child asks, “Why?” It set me on a life long journey to find the answers to that one simple question. In the process, I have seen and learned many things about myself.
The beauty is that my Spirit guides and my Soul’s internal navigation system has led me on a path of Self-Healing and toward Self-Mastery all these years. I realize now that my whole life journey has been designed to bring me a much deeper awareness of the Spirit-Mind-Body connections.
It has also shown me how abuse and the abuse of power has perpetuated itself in our world…and it needs to stop if we want Life as we know it to Survive.
“It appears a still point has been activated for the whole world.”
In massage school our advanced training included craniosacral therapy. We learned to enhance our sense of feeling to hone in on the cranial rhythm in the skull. A rhythm that can determine the flow of the waters of life in the body overall. The pattern of flow can be elliptical, sluggish and sometimes sporadic indicating other areas of the body that can be best served with body work.
An adjustment can be made in the cranial rhythm by inducing a ‘still point’ that stops the flow briefly. When released the flow resumes. This may need to be done several times to ensure the flow in the cranial rhythm resumes its course in a rhythmic circular fashion.
“It appears a still point has been activated for the whole world.”
RM Weldon 03/20/2020
Our lives, the lives of other species and even our planet as a whole is under siege. Our lives have been put on hold and placed in jeopardy. We have all been given time to think and contemplate our personal circumstances as we try to understand how this all came to be. We may be alone, yet we are not alone. We are all being impacted and we are all in this together.
That which as been hidden from us has been slowly rising to the surface since the 2016 election and more so since the start of this year on a global level. The inner rage and anger of old wounds people have held onto spills out and wreaks havoc upon the world. Such is the nature of abuse and the abuse of power.
The abuse of power is global. There are specific people in positions of power all over the world that have an insidious goal of global domination over everything and everyone. There are large factions of people, who have chosen to disrupt the lives of others and, specifically to undermine life as we know it. A collective hive of individuals in government, organizations and industries who want to create a New World Order.
When we look back on the recent history of our own country we can see a pattern of events that is quite descriptive. An agenda to undermine the last sovereign free nation of people in the United States. We are the last hold out on the world stage that allows us the freedom to speak, the freedom of religion, the freedom to be who we are – although those rights have surreptitiously been sidelined by Congressional legislation many people are unaware of.
The 2016 election yielded a new leader for our country. A leader who wasn’t the scripted puppet this faction could pay off or coerce into the New World Order agenda. The fact is more than obvious that our President has been under siege since the inception of his election by the people and for the people that overwhelmingly voted him into office.
His opponent and others in opposition were pissed that they lost the election and they have all been throwing a temper tantrum since. What some people don’t know is that the opposition to his Presidency are a part of this large cabal who have used their influence to wreak havoc on our world.
This faction has a huge pocketbook that many have accumulated over the years at the expense of the American taxpayers, and a socialist financial backer who is pushing this global agenda. In the process they have reeled in and corralled quite a few mindless puppets on their string that are clueless and who continue to do their bidding.
They have consistently made their malcontent known in the media and they have even lied to cover up their own role in this global travesty unjustly. To this day, their presumptions and assumptions plant the seeds of lies in the minds of the masses through the media. They continue to perpetuate their assumptions and falsely accuse him of things that are simply not true.
Those who have gained a seat at the table of Congress have repeatedly ignored their job as legislators just to persecute him, and they ignore their duty of office to the people of this country to continue pushing their agenda like rabid dogs. They have even tried to undermine the powers granted to the office of the President through an impeachment process, and when that didn’t work they tried to coerce others to subvert the Constitution of the United States as a whole…just to get a legal Constitutional foothold to take this country down.
All of these things and more predicated the release of a virus to kill off what they hoped would be the older and much wiser component of our society and his base of constituents before the upcoming election. They have even insinuated a potential plan, that has been made publicly known on social media, to assassinate him – just like John F Kennedy. What they didn’t know is that their intentions and Their purpose has been uncovered.
“The event we are all faced with today occurred because there were people who chose to play with bacteria, genetics and chemical compounds to create a biological weapon that can kill.”
I have been doing a great deal of research now that a Google algorithm has been unlocked that was blocking access to information in search engines. I learned that the Pirbright Institute, funded by none other than Bill Gates, owns a patent on the COVID-19 virus and that the CDC owns the strain that is isolated from the general public.
There is also a connection of this infectious viral strain and with 5G technology that can exacerbate its effects. Those who live around the latest and greatest 5G hubs are likely to be more affected if the virus hits their area. I have seen maps that show the truth of this just by the numbers that tend to leap off the page.
These same people work behind the scenes and unjustly, without our knowledge, poison the food that we eat and the soil in which it grows with their experiments in genetically altered organisms. Experiments that have never been fully assessed before they launched it into the fields of corn, soy, oats and wheat. Instead, it has been fast-tracked through the FDA over the years and the food grown in this poisoned environment has been sold to the public for over 20 years. For more information here is but one link for you contemplate. You can find it here:
A great many mindless assumptions have been made so that some humans could be allowed to play with and experiment with genetic material. Crisper crop developers had an idea and honed in on a ‘gene editing project’ – a project that was based on a guess. They checked the genome of a certain crop but did not take into consideration that editing the genome can have lethal consequences. Editing one gene can affect all of the others, since they work together in a sequential manner – like a conducting a symphony of effects. Hijacking the gene can create all sorts of changes in the physical body.
“We DO NOT have a regulatory system that is capable of evaluating the impact of FOODS (or products) that use double stranded RNA. There is no long term study that has ever been done.”
Jonathan Lundgren (UNcaSC)
⦁ There has neither been any short-term or long-term impact studies on the effects of genetically modified food it on organisms, crops, animals or human beings, that might eat that food or apply and genetically modified product. It was NOT something that was taken into consideration at all.
⦁ We have also learned that the EPA does not have an evaluative process to fully protect our environment or us humans if these people use or allow double stranded RNA in pesticides or in our food. Despite of this serious concern, and the potential that it could reprogram human gene expression the US Government allowed apples and potatoes on the market to use double stranded RNA technology.
Meaning that if we eat the apple or the potato it could reprogram our genes. The reason why they allow it, is because if you slice that apple it won’t turn ‘brown.’ You slice that potato it won’t turn brown! Its for the ‘sliced market’ of apples and potatos. It can be 18 days old and shriveled and still not be brown. (Arctic apple or Nate potato) They risked genetic damage to human beings, plants, animals and our whole ecosystem for the sake of asthetics.
Today information is being gathered, assessed and correlated in regards to the massive extinction rate of plants, animals and marine life along with the unprecedented rise of disorders and diseases in humans. What is coming out is eye opening indeed. What is interesting is that these chemical companies also have a huge role in the pharmaceutical industry. Disease means business for them and the medical community.
When GMO’s were revealed to the population of the UK it led to the removal of GMO’s in their food and their environment. The companies that were selling them a snow job were suppressed and ejected from Europe – BUT they continued to sell it in the United States, and they subverted the science to keep it hush-hush. In essence, we have been their guinea pigs for a long time.
Seeds of Deception, by Jeffrey M. Smith came out in Feb 16th of 1999. It is one of the first books to come out on the subject and worth the read. Free download of the book in PDF format is available online. It is the second book on the list.
I could go on, to include the pedophilia and child trafficking that is included in all of this, by people you would not dream would be caught up in it, but that truth will and is coming out on it’s own. It’s disgusting and turns my stomach to think that we are paying them to play us in more ways than one.
All I can say is that there is so much more going on behind the scenes than most people even know or care to know. The still point that has been forced on us all is a wake up call. Unlike any other nation in the world, WE OWN OUR COUNTRY. We have a stake in the future both here at home and toward the needs of our brothers and sisters around the world.
The New World Order is not for politicians or globalists to decide. It will come by the people and for the people, by people coming together to CREATE IT. We have already started doing that by raising awareness of the state of our environment, by growing our own food, educating those in our own communities and networking with those we can co-partner with.
We already have people that go to other countries to help them become self-sustaining, to bring them solar power and wind energy. It is not going to happen by ganging up on people or hurting people who don’t believe or think the way we do, nor by fixing voting machines, lying, cheating, screaming, throwing a temper tantrum or by being vindictive. It can only be done with a true heart and a goal to make it happen.
We will get through this. Stand fast in your faith and lift your heard in prayer for each other, for those who are in need of healing, and to the forces of Light to stand fast in overcoming the insidious dark forces behind all of this.
I remember the day when John F. Kennedy was shot in November of 1963. I was only 6 years old at the time and even though I did not comprehend the impact of the event, my soul KNEW a much deeper truth. Something had seriously gone wrong in that given moment. I couldn’t stop crying and was punished for it.
The impact of abuse is more insidious than people realize. Abuse in any form, generated by just one parent to just one child, creates a ripple effect that can reseed itself in the generations that follow.
Verbal abuse to any one human being in a given day can create a ripple effect that can affect thousands in the same day. When we are hurt by the words or actions from a single person it creates a wound. A wound that affects their words or their actions and they unwittingly perpetuate the abuse verbally or through an action toward another. Which affects another person and another…
Sadly there some who have been abused that become abusers themselves. Others, over time have become self-abusive.
I know this because I have seen both ends of the spectrum perpetuated it in my own family, and yes to a lesser degree within me; despite the vow I made to myself not to be like them. I will admit as a young mother with my own children I was verbally abusive in moments of unawareness. When it dawned on me what was taking place it shocked me and it was a wake up call.
Over the years I have watched the expansion of abuse in our world. What is taking place on the world stage today is the result. There are people in positions of power who have abused us all. They seek seats of power to control the minds and lives of the masses, and they are found in areas many of us would not likely think to look – but, Chaos breeds Change.
There is a battle between the forces of darkness and the forces of Light. Personally, I believe the power of love and light is much more powerful and that the truth does indeed set us free both inside and out. I believe that higher power of light that is available to us all will be the victor – but we must individually choose to live in the Light it, think in the Light, breathe each breath in the Light, walk in the Light it and speak with the Light of the heart and mind. I also believe that together we can create our world to be a much better version of what we see to day.
I normally do not get on political issues, but I am sharing this video with a clear heart and mind because I know the abuse of power has grown to become a global entity in our world. I also know there is a storm coming. A storm of epic proportions that will enact some of the changes we all hope to see. This will explain it all. I Hope you will take the time to view it.
The Storm is coming – be not dismayed.
Be steadfast in your Faith and Be the peace you wish to see in your world.
Let it begin with yourself and pass it on in your words and deeds.
“As above, so below; as below so above.” – The Hebrew Kabbalah
Chaos is the harbinger of change. Chaos precedes change as it is a part of the transformation process. A process that is necessary to bring balance in all things, both outwardly and inwardly.
The Universal Laws, according to the Hebrew Kabbalah, lists seven specific principals of creation that our human minds must comprehend. The Law of Correspondence, is what is shown above.
So what does the statement, “As above so below; as below so above,” mean?
For human beings it relates to our thinking and how it affects the human body, and in this case, the whole body of humanity. The chaos reflected in our world today is the result of the negative mindset of individuals who have aligned and designed a faction of mindless people seeking power of their own to attain a common goal.
A faction of people who willingly chose to jump on the bandwagon of power mongers seeking retribution to serve but one purpose – to get their own way. It’s like a spoiled child stomping their feet and throwing a temper tantrum because they didn’t get the toy they wanted in the last election. A temper tantrum that has become a viral infection the minds and body of man.
It’s worse than the COVID-19. It’s insidious nature doesn’t care who it hurts as long as their agenda gets them to the seat of power they covet the most. To undo the foundation of a nation.
In this case, their candidate didn’t win. That person was disappointed and most likely threw a temper tantrum. That disappointment turned to rage – and rage lends some people to do some pretty dumb and destructive stuff. Things that not only hurts others, but themselves in the process.
Their rage fueled others who were also disappointed and caught fire in those who presumed their friends knew what they were talking about and created a faction of people driven with rage.
That rage has consumed them to the point of bringing harm, to the point of creating divisiveness and discord to all who do not agree with what ‘they’ think should be. They have created chaos now as others poured in to support a dark mindset. A negative mindset willing to do whatever they can to sedate their hate and anger.
Obtuse abuse is the tool being used to instill fear, to perpetuate lies, to change the rules, to cheat & beat the script and scheme behind the scene of memes to perpetuate someone else’s agenda. Mindless little puppets strung out on a string pulls the devils cart of chaos into the mainstream.
Abuse has grown to become a living global entity in our world feeding Satan’s power. There is a Storm coming and with it a purification is underway in our world. A purification that is well overdue.
Let us all pray to the Almighty God and His Goddess for reprieve. I Believe in the power of Love to heal ourselves, each other and our world. The truth will indeed set us free from tyranny. Justice is blind to the emotions of blind rage. Only unfettered truth without personal compunction will sway this storm and bring peace.
“Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding.”
Be the peace you seek. Be the light in the darkness. Be steadfast in your Faith and Be the change you wish to see in our world. That is how change will come. We have the power to create darkness or light, negative or positive.
The power of darkness always dies in the light of Truth.
We are all born into this world innocent and mindless. We are dependant on our caretakers to teach us what we need to know. What we are taught by our caretakers, our teachers and the social structure of our culture takes shape on a blank canvas that becomes our personality as we grow.
We are taught as children what is acceptable behavior and what is not. We are taught to conform to become socially acceptable in the eyes of our parents, our peers and in public. The foundational teachings we learn in early childhood seems to establish a deep-seated belief that conditions us to seek love, approval, and acceptance from other people in order to feel good enough about ourself, to feel worthy of attention and to feel of value in our world.
I can tell you that when a child is abused, locked in a closet, beaten nearly to death, shunned, ignored, disrespected, defiled, violated, blown off or unacknowledged repetitively they begin to feel as if they don’t matter. Some of us feel invisible, unworthy, unloveable, unwanted or not good enough.
Some feel as if no one sees them, others don’t wish to be seen. They feel as if they don’t fit, no one understands them and that no one really hears them. Some stay in the background, blend into the walls and watch in silence. Others believe that no one cares if they live or die, no wants them around and no one cares about what they think or what they are feeling anyway.
Repetitive events of abuse tend to ignite a mental thinking pattern of their parents’ voices evoking a cycle of self-judgment, self-criticism, shame and unwarranted guilt that takes them down a very dark road and drops them off into a pit of depression, apathy, anxiety, and self-destruction.
Some adapt and manage to become functional. You see them on the streets. You see them at the checkout counter in your local store, you even speak with them in your office…but you wouldn’t notice them as an abuse survivor if you didn’t know their story. Some become abusive to others and to themselves.
As they grow into adults, they begin to wonder why they do the things they do and why they think the way they do. No one has ever told them that it doesn’t have to stay that way. No one ever taught them how to heal their old wounds. So let me share this to those who still wonder and wander aimlessly for answers…
STOP! Stop the mindless repetitive parent tape rolling around in your head!
Push the eject button, pull out the damn tape and burn that sucker…
Now repeat this to yourself…every time it tries to replay in an echo anyway.
YOU MATTER MORE THAN YOU KNOW…
What you Think Matters.
What you Feel Matters.
Your Voice Matters.
Your Life, Your Dreams and Goals Matter!.
You would not have been born in this world
…if you were not meant to be here.
You don’t need to strive to BE someone
…because you ARE someone!
You are here for a reason.
Your existence has a purpose.
You are here to learn, to evolve and to be the best that you can be.
Our Soul experiences it all. Whether it is the nightmare of disconnection, stagnation, and redundancy or the gathering of minds, movement, and exploration into the unknown. The joy of an epiphany comes to lead us to a new phase of growth as we traverse the challenges we all face every day.
The Soul’s voice is always expressed from the truth of the Heart when we allow the heart to guide us quietly through the storm of challenges we face and feels either the disappointment or the praise of our spoken words or the actions that we take.
In the Native traditions, when we ‘Walk the Path of the Beauty’ in this world, we come to realize that it is not the way of the world, nor is it the way of the ego. The path of beauty is the way of the True Soul that rides in our heart and expresses itself from the heart.
Each step that we take kisses the earth with our feet, each person with our heart and all living things with each breath that we take.
Each experience contains a lesson we must learn from that will allow us to grow in the light of truth so we may set our own ego free from its internal miseries.
Every day is a new day that holds the potential of what yet can be a reality. When we are mindfully present in each moment and conscious of the words we speak and the actions we take, we create a chain-reaction of feelings and emotions in another living being that will, in turn, affect other living beings repetitively throughout any given day.
If what we say or what we do creates a harmful feeling to another we have brought war upon the world. If what we say or what we do creates healing in another, then we will have set the stage for hope, joy, kindness, compassion, and laughter and sent it out into our world…because when we do it for just one person or just one living thing you are doing it for All Living things.
The human body is a Temple of Love that houses the Spirit of one’s Soul. It is created by the Sacred union of the masculine and feminine forces of our Universe.
God, the Divine Breath and Spirit of Love planted the seed of Life in His Goddess, our Mother Earth, who was created and fashioned by the hand of God – to bring forth Life. All species reproduces and perpetuates Life in a similar fashion.
The human physical body is a microcosmic mirror of the Divine forces of our Universe. We hold inside of us the power of the Divine to bring forth Life and we have the ability to create what we want to see in our world.
We all carry within our body the Elemental forces of nature inside of us.
The Air that we breathe – is Holy.
The Planet that we walk on and all that is upon it – is Holy.
The Water that provides nourishment all Living things – is Holy.
The Fire and Light of Life itself that burns inside of us – is Holy.
Life itself – is Holy and the glue that holds it all together is Love.
We live on Sacred Ground within this Sacred Space of time in our human lifespan, yet we treat our world as a commodity, a passing thought and simply take it for granted that it will be there when we wake up every morning. We do not reflect on it as being a Holy Living entity.
Abuse and the abuse of power has become a global entity. We have appointed leaders in our governments that have allowed politicians and corporations to poison our air, our water, our soil and pillage the natural resources that sustains all of Life with impunity. We don’t have the power to vote for the Bills they put into play with their bed partners and therefore our right to Life and Liberty has been slowly stripped from us.
Within us, we treat our bodies in the same manner. We buy food instead of growing our own, and what our politician and corporations feed us are genetically modified by industrialists and poisoned by pesticides that constantly harms our inner environment all in the name of money and power over the masses.
We have given away our power to politicians in bed with corporations and have allowed them free reign over our sovereign right to Life. They have bastardized and rewritten the original human rights instituted by the Magna Carta which was the precursor to the Bill of Rights in the Constitution of the United States, establishing the minimal rights afforded to all living things under the natural laws of Life itself.
Abuse has an insidious way of changing people. Trust is broken. We are taught to conform to what is socially acceptable. We are used and abused by those who lord themselves over us as our true power to love is stripped away – piece by piece. Is it any wonder why people are angry?
Reclaiming ones’ individual personal power is a pivotal point that is much needed. People are beginning to wake up and realize that what our world needs now is something drastically new. The old paradigms are dying. It is making way for the rebirth of humanity and our world. That rebirth begins with each human being doing their part to reclaim this Sacred Ground in this Sacred Space.
Change and transformation begins within each person. It starts by healing our own internal wounds so we can see and perceive things more clearly to speak and act with kindness and generosity toward all Life…including each other.
subdued in the cacophony of sound, vibrations, and voices.
No one hears me…
and yet I am not alone
In my Silence,
I hear many others crying out…
each with a subtle tone of their own.
….From the Heart – 07/2004
We are all descendants of Atom and ‘E’.
We are but one of many species, yet we know not our own complexities. We are a species composed of varying levels of intelligence. Intelligence levels that combine, entwine and dances between dimensions within our reality.
We are human crystals with the ability to transmit and receive and yet we are so much more that we appear to be. The purpose of our species was once clearly defined, yet we have forgotten that purpose and are no longer of one mind.
The strands of the past entwine with the present and what we do now sets the stage for our individual and collective future that will coincide with the longevity of our own species.
Discord, both internal and external, must be unraveled and untangled to see the truth of where we are now. We need to take a good, deep hard look at the overall impact that our species has made on our environment. Then we need to reflect on how we can achieve harmony within ourselves and within our world.
“Know Thyself…Heal Thyself”
These scholarly words were once inscribed in the archway that led the entrance to a temple in Delphi, Greece. Knowledge is nothing unless it is used. Knowledge that is used can become wisdom if we determine that the knowledge we learn is both the truth and true. All knowledge is not taught in the same schools.